bm

is it my birthday present or your brthday present, huh?

my brothers finished up 5 of my rainbow pocky, i only had 2): pink and purple.
thanks.

BM tmr! scared blue.

today had onsight one route each boulder and difficulty.
boulder was so whitish, but the last move... haiz.
then when it came to difficulty, so extremely nervous. and it isn't even comp!

but it went moderately fine, until i retried it and then my mental went negative crap and didnt want to do it anymore.

imagine, home wall nervousness squeezing the breath out of me, how to handle BM, BA, PF RM like this. assuming it's a free for all registry, if not no hope la.