resolutions

im a very cliched [?] person.
my resolution should be to remember my resolutions please.

okay. uhm.

* study.
[don't you really just get annoyed when people say "aiyah you so smart don't need to study la! / you're a closet mugger you mug so much alrs / .........]
i am not going to say anything against that for the 1000000th time and tell the world that i do not study and am lazy shit max and defame myself. ugh i just did.
no i do not produce results without studying do not bring this topic up. i really wish this topic could be off the resolution list but it has ALWAYS been cause i never do it.
study means improve on everything that has to do with academics/school.
means attitude, homework, stuff.

* stop thinking of ways to kill my brothers.
just last sunday i got SO EXTREMELY irritated by my brother i thought of different ways to torture him. SO ANNOYED. had to vent that anger on somewhere else. which didn't result in a good thing either.
oh my torture is not mere torture. it's murderous torture. JUST KIDDING. it's torture torture.
and then 10 mins later i felt SOO EXTREMELY GUILTY for having those thoughts. sighs.
he's still family. <3

* less sarcasm.
wanted to put "stop sarcasm" but realized that's impossible.

* try try try to be less judgemental.
i am so jedgemental i could kill myself.
"oh look at that girl. a little setback and wants to kill herself. what a whimp. a loser. a failure in life, she's better off dead anyways. tsk. let's go honey, and shop for my gucci bag."
kidding, of course.

* stop the rainbow and pink obsession.
no explanations needed.

* be less irritating.
i know i am.

* stop writing for the sake of writing.
like what im doing. are some of these resolutions even important?!