climb

i like how i look forward to training.
i like how chalk dries my hands.
i like falling on overhang and baby cause it's just oh so sexy.
i like taking out the clips for overhang, the swing, oh gosh the swiiiiing.
i like stretching.
i like molesting the wall.
i like putting both hands on the end tile.

i like having ugly bruises on my legs.
i like the damn stinky smell on me after training.
i like how when i wash my hands, the water turns clear only on the third time.
i like how i can never get my wet tissue to not turn black after cleaning up.
i like aches.
i like failing a route and being disappointed cause i feel assured that it meant something to me.
i like the pain my nerves cause me.
i like falling from the top of comp boulder walls cause it's so high, it scares me.
i like making a dynamic move and banging hard onto a tile it leaves a bump.
i like feeling upset when i get demoralised cause it bothers me.
i like not looking forward to PT/strength.
i like being pumped and being able to hold on.

i like to think of competing with my babes rather than against them.
i like how we sincerely want the best for each other at the expense of our own positions, cause we are one team, yes?
i like how we train as guys and girls and yet we are so close.

i love the people in TJCCC, cause we're hot this way, and we rock so much, germs run away from us and flee.

i like how i am so not looking forward to high wall, cause it means a new experience again later when i fall and hang.
sighs.
high wall, high wall, please be nice to me.
i know my lust for you in the past didn't last long, but it doesn't mean i can't have a secret affair with you again, honey.
after all, i've been touching your lower tiles quite a bit recently.

i don't want june to come. we'll be like the jiejies and korkors, not able to stop this addiction.