oh oh oh, how was i supposed to know?

i haven't touched the com since wednesday.
i was about to say that i was so proud of myself when i realized that it's just friday. past midnight, but friday to me.

on wednesday night, my phone decided to die on me.
on thursday morning, i had to rush rush to find a working phone, thank goodness mummy just changed phone to a non-camera phone, which meant that she gave me her camera phone!
my phone is so advanced, it has a camera! and is coloured, and has the game, snake!

ahh false enthusiasm works, i was enthusiastically thinking in my head.

and so while waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting.. during gravical, there was nothing to do.
gravical ah gravical..


























it was.. a first.
i know i wasn't nervous at all, all the way till detail 3 was finishing and we were at the tent. 5 mins before our turn, i started getting the jitters, thank goodness for ash(:
prayer helps, thanks for during the mock comp and now, and for boulder mania and our previous "high wall mock comp".

went in, and everyone was at route 1 and 6!
everyone!
i was like, argh! noo! queue! no! ugh!
so i decided to suicide and went to route 3 HAHA.
queuing is so.. ugh.

19 minutes was up fast, and i guess the best part about flash format is that i get to climb with my babes.






















it must have sucked to be the 3 girls from other schools.
so tired at the end, and it had to be so so soo disappointing for ash, when ben said no. it was so final, no.
it must have felt worse when results were out and, ugh! no! almost there!

and so, i was so happy when the inter girl bernice was not a count!
gwen must be so happy, doing so fantastically awesome for gravical and getting mind blowing results for chinese. so happy for her(:
ah.

chinese, chinese. i really, really, really need to stop fantasising.
i'm so happy i'm not friends with myself, i'd probably get so irritated and get all hypocritical with myself with this "oh i want to do well" attitude when what it actually is, is just "oh i shall keep dreaming".

well kris, if you want to do well, you could start by, oh i don't know, showing it? then proceed to trying it? then actually doing it, as in, make an effort to?
i don't know, just a teeny suggestion, b*tch.

oh oh oh how was i supposed to know that you were oh oh over me...

just running through my head.
well, looking forward to time with hot jo tmr and alice! in wonderland! and clem's and dong ying's entertainment.

allez guys for BA, your turn next!