post mcts

just found out that i could re size pics.
but can't make them on the same uh, level.

the above picture.
very long ago alr (actually not, it's still this month) but hahaha the dark and light skin tone function of the camera is (Y).
and my phone, sighs.
was supposed to have it fixed during the one week break, but studying for mcts la, so i said okay, after then fix it.
then mummy offered to help me fix it, i pretended to be so nice and say "no need i can go there by myself................"
when in actual fact it's cause i lost the warranty card and receipt thingy. (!!!)

mummy gave it to me, and i had it during the holidays. then when i tried to find it to give mumm, cannot find!
seriously my table/s is/are (one is mine, but i messed my brother's table too. not like he uses it) are in a huge ass mess.
math today right?
i only found my differentiation notes last night, 10+ i think.
sighs.
but ugh it keeps getting reorganized!

which reminds me, i need to return the stack of organic chem.
hahaha i found my notes already, it was all over.
i've got everything though, except for alkanes.
but i found my alkanes in an abyss which looking for math, but i didn't take it out.
sighs.

eh i will study for jcts, i really want to.
this is one of the worst exams ever.
it's not my first time not really studying for exams, but it's just really bad cause it's the last year kind of thing, and everyone is mugging the mugs off.

i can't believe i went to sleep last night, it's such a bad habit.
was studying for math, and i said that i wouldn't sleep.
study 12-6 am.
but at 3 i decided, hmm, from differentiation to integration, i shall take a short break.
a 2 hour short break.
when i woke it was just like, dead hope already.
gave up.

at least i didn't sleep for chem, but couldn't finish on time, and it was so bad i should have slept and probably gotten higher marks with more alertness of the mind.

i'm not going to be affected by my results, at least, i'll try not to be, cause there can't be expectations if there was no effort in the first place.
i hope i'll learn my lesson, and put this behind me but not forget it.

nsscc....................................... sighs.
jac, are you the only girl excited about this, seriously?
it's so saddening.
okay la i am, honestly, but really really really scared.
and i'm sure the others are too.

oh i know!
i'll request for black to belay me!
so that i will have the extreme incentive not to fall cause it's fall and die or not fall at all.
(Y)

sorry black, you know i don't mean that.

bouldering > climbing for the moment now.