just to make one more post

i like the song "one day" currently, stupid song stuck my head, thank you chin for this irritation.

no la kidding, i like that phrase especially,
"sometimes in my tears i drown, but i never let it get me down. so when negativity surrounds, i know some day it'll all turn around." (y)

well as compared to my previous favourite song, "nightmare", *googling lyrics* "as your nightmare comes to life" haha i can guess which is healthier.

i am very jumpy as i am typing this as i just came from the kitchen and i saw a lizard crawling on the floor to this table, and i told mummy i'll just die if it crawls to the com.

speaking of which, it's one of the first times i've seen a lizard crawl in broad (room)light on the floor, and i said to mummy

"they always not on the floor what, on the walls or ceilings."
and she thought she was funny cause she replied, "they're learning to walk, hahahaha"