happy birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so excited, i can finally screw my life!

okay actually, last time right, i used to be damn excited for my birthday.
like, "oooh NEXT WEEK is my birthday!"
"tmr!"

but recently it has been like, "oh"
like i don't feel the excitement.
i realize that even last year, my joebro made it a point to celebrate The Birthday with The Family.

i spent it working, 2 years ago.
but then again, a very nice colleague whom i was afraid of made me (unknowingly) choose my own present (she ask, which is nicer, this or this?) and tahdah i became less scared.

i spent it on a chalet last year, with my awesomex kiss ass dudes and babes.

and this year, i'm going to work.
buuut my hours are 12-2 and 6-9 (I KNOW RIGHT) so imma gonna have a 4 hour lunch with moozaa!

birthdays get less significant as i grow older.
still, it's a b i r t h d a y.

oh! i received my christmas dress alrs! efficient heh it came before it was supposed to.
i don't like it.

happy birthday to myself!
if you're a nice person you would wish me to have a happy birthday.
like in your heart.
like close your eyes now and say this "kristal, have a happy birthday".

but if you listened to me and closed your eyes when i told you to, you wouldn't have been able to read that.
if you're reading this, then you didn't listen to me when i told you to close your eyes.
ahh dilemmas,
what makes life exciting.
(besides homework and bald old men)