job + bb

havent been posting for a long time, but it's not like anyone reads it anyways.

honestly, it's cause of the stupid google account thing, i'm on youtube every day, signed in with another google account. to sign in to my blog, need another account, and i'm honestly just too lazy to sign in -.-
really i have been deterred at least thrice.

i've been online shopping like mad. spending, not so much, but wanting a lot. i realize that mummy's right, i DO have a lot of clothes. half of them i don't wear anymore, probably a quarter of impulse buys i've never worn / worn max twice kinda thing.
need $$$$$$$$$.
damn envious of jo's job, like OT is $20/hr, whut!

contemplating quitting for a while now, the other boy at my job is leaving, the girl wants to leave after him, no one's enjoying it except the new boy, two days into his job.
i wish i could enjoy it like him, but ugh. i get so self conscious reading from script / talking and others can hear. very lucky to be sitting far away from them but right in front of my two supervisors.
wish they were gone more.

horrid boss who screams vulgarities, doesn't trust his subordinates, routinely boring script to read from, staring at the screen 8 hours a day, absolutely no phone / internet for own use, no one to talk to besides during lunch, which is always SO awkward..................................................................
but what other job isn't similar?

it's valentine's tomorrow, or today since it's 1am now.
well.here's a heart for friends and family <3
meh.

OH DID I MENTION MY PHONE DIED?

MY. PHONE. DIED.
DAMN PISSED.
my contacts, CAN'T IT BE AUTO SAVED TO MY SIM CARD?????????? UGHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE NO TIME TO CHANGE HELLO?
plus i think they won't let me change, what i destroyed the phone myself all..
i will survive without phone y'all!
WOOHOO!

okay so i don't have most people's contacts.

hi thx 4 e add. mind intro???????