you and i collide

some songs i know i love after the first few strums.

i find myself more of a ballad person than anything else....

been feeling really mellow today. waking up.... packing my whole room and seeing it so empty was quite saddening.

i hate packing.

no more lift at the 3rd storey, no more simple laundry, no more silence when i wake up..

went back home today to sleep, and got woken by my bro switching on the lights, disturbing me, asking to jog, and louis watching tv.

all these i miss, yet don't need to miss.

terrified of school, starting school in a whole new place, wanting to learn something practically everyone has learn before.

as in geog. and my results are 100% dependent on the bell's curve......... fml.

i haven't read up on the modules i want to take, on the courses i can take (minor/ major/ double major/ etc), will be missing it ALL, including matric fair. 

will be away without internet connection for 10 days.

then camp for 9 days after that.

and BIDDING when i'm back.

talks when i'm away.

i'm just quite thankful there's bidding when i'm back, if not i.. can't imagine.

too many changes, too much too handle.

is it worth it?

do you like it?

how?