how embarrassing

i have to get something off my chest. to this certain person, though you will never see it, i would like to deeply thank you for your utmost show of- not concern- but nonchalance. i can't believe i was once friends with you. maybe even nearing good friends.thanks a lot.
it was so heartwarming to have your blatant show of heck-careness.
i almost said i hope you die, (oh i just did), but i really don't hope that. i sincerely hope that we might be friends again, but since it's highly unlikely, i hope we can exist as strangers while seeing each other every day.
here's a fuck you from me.

so just now i might have gey kiang a bit, with perhaps some innate feeling of injustice, i felt a bit of pent up.. strength. then i carried 5 chairs down from the MPSH (hall) to the comm hall (canteen). wa damn heavy, cannot see where i'm walking also. walk down the stairs, okay still can, not as heavy as the tables.
wa shit shit SHIT! cannot see steps right, i skipped over the second last step and tripped and twisted my ankle.
i have fallen down steps so many times, and worn 5inch heels and twisted my ankles so many times, it was never this bad.
i could feel it, the weight of the damned chairs pressing down on me. THAT was the culprit. thank goodness i could put it down before i fell on my hands. like some slow motion thinking thing like that.
wa shit damn pain! but there were quite a few people around, thank goodness. they helped me to a chair, iced it, and back to my room.
what's embarrassing is that, i'm no sports person, but i have been climbing for 2 years.
i never once sprained or even twisted it, but ugh, now my record for an injury-free life is marred by, *gasps*, falling down a stupid flight of stairs.

i can still walk, and put weight on it. but it just hurts la. walao so this is what a sprain is.
currently listening to avicii levels and fade into darkness, how sad again.

just hopped to shower. wa hopping is the best shit ever for your ankle- IF YOU LIKE PAIN.

love it, my feet looks so skinny!!!! look, a swell! lol some sympathy please, never gotten injured before eh

fast forward 12 hours. my foot is so damn fat it's funny.