i'm FABULOUS

i'm super happy at this moment because i'm feeling so fabulous!
whenever i'm bored or i have an upcoming test, i just spend SO much time preparing for school.
like dressing up, make up, whatever.
and today, i woke 8 hours before lessons. say whut. the only time i can wake so many hours "before" lessons is if i have no lessons. ahem skip lessons.
so i plaited my hair, decided once and for all to put eyelid tape on my SINGLE eyelid (i usually put it on my double eyelid to make it into single eyelid), and now i have two double eyelids!
i'mma gonna stick to this shit since i wake up with one single one double every-single-day.
it's damn uneven and very annoying. if i'm going to waste one eyelid tape, might as well use it for its intended purpose.
and then now i'm currently obsessed with panic! at the disco. or uhm obsessed with brendon urie.
and this particular song just MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't know why. it's the beat. and brendon urie's voice ^^

so i'm just"yeah yeah mmmmm yeah" and feeling so happy when i looked to my left and see myself in the mirror and hell,

I'M FABULOUS!

lolol this is all so funny i'm just laughing as i type this.

so i camwhored a bit and realized my face is super fat, but heck i'm fab.

and that my left profile is better than my right lol. 

so today i'm going to wear out this pair of shorts which i've always felt were too short, and ignore any judgements.

heh cause i'm __.

i realized that life is way too short to take in stupid judgements.

in hall, i get insulted for being fat, a lot. 

there was this once when e and j did it to a point till i walked out of the meeting and went to g's room and cry.

that's it, that was my last time letting people affect me.

and from then on, i realized how FUNNY it actually was, once i started laughing with them, at myself. 

i even judge their judgements. like i'll be all "d insults me way better than you do, can you please try harder" lol. 

d is like ultimate. he pinched my fats and tells me to run every day and to stop eating and every thing. 

but i don't mind!!!! because it's funny!!!!!

i mean not that i disregard it entirely. i listen, but you know, it just doesn't hurt at all.

and i'm so much happier!

okay but these people are people i know. so if strangers come up to me and insult me, it had better be good lor if not i'll just b-slap them .

because i'm fabulous.