10th May, moo's 50th birthday

i'll start of with how absolutely stupid i am.
first of all, i had a crazy heavy lunch, so i skipped most of dinner and ate a bread. and then i was still quite full, but SO needing something to chew and swallow, i stole louis' remaining pumpkin soup.
AAaaannnd then moo's half a pumpkin soup.

aaa.a.aaa.a.aaa....aaand not even finishing the soup, i started cutting up a tennis ball sized onion to stir fry. and an egg. and 8 button mushrooms. .... while cooking it i was really full.......... but i ate finish the pumpkin soup, ate finish the "omelette", pushed it aside andddddddd looked for something else to eat.

oh.
gosh and i am REALLY FULL.
hate this man :( every night i stay awake i've been eating like crazy. 2 eggs every night. plus butter and cheese and oil.
dammit man.

too depressed to carry on lol.

okay like 6 days later i carry on. we had lunch at swensens, and went to a disappointing (but good, y'know? like boring, but the acting, singing and maybe even storyline was good) show.
somehow i think i was more disappointed that my mum's 50th didn't go as well as i'd like it to. how many times do you get to celebrate your parents 50th?

i only have one opportunity. and i felt like i failed. sigh but she's not complaining, and it's over.