as i clicked on the youtube video i had looping for the past 10 hours, i caught the end of it and saw the lead singer drooping his head in exhaustion after belting the last notes.
for a minute there i felt a tinge of guilt, that i made his overly tired by forcing him to sing over and over.
then i realized that it is but a video which i had been looping, and he only performed once. and that it wasn't my fault, it never was. i am part of his audience across time and space, in his immortalized video.
my essay is due in three hours. it is not done, and i know, because i have been tryig for the past 12 hours to do it, that i cannot do it.
i was tempted to say it cannot be done, but that is not true. i cannot do it, because others can.