siao one this one: a week in rants.

uploaded a bunch of photos which didn't get through so i'm not going to try.

it's been an exhausting last week of school, and a little more before that. really kinda fulfilling with my social activities! kinda. been missing out on climbing major time though, which sets me back about like 3 months of training ha ha not like i even had much to begin with.

FRI: let's start from last friday, one week ago. i don't know why i didn't go to school, but i was supposed to meet Ge  in school to go down to swee choon together. instead, i hung around the house until about 9:30pm before leaving and meeting both Gw   and Ge   and we stayed till like late haha. it was a good time with them as usual, though somehow i feel i'm not on the same humour wavelength as them? the things they laugh till blood spills out kind are things that mostly amuse me. not make me snort and heave kind.

SAT: then it was.. what was it. saturday i met J   for macs (: sweetie offered to come all the way down to chomps at old airport but i couldn't afford the time as I had my *^& report for the Shoreline Management Plan to do, so we rendezvous at macs instead till about 11 watching the Liverpool vs Chealsea match (1-2) in the Barclays PL, got my double chocolate frappe. have to say, since DramaFest and since my sickness, i know and i can feel and i have MEASURED, i totally gained back all my weight lost and my inches. not in penis size either. that could use some. didn't sleep that night, staying up doing some mangroves calculation and transcription for the next day's meeting.

SUN: sunday i went to church entirely unprepared because of the SMP, but i still had to go to school immediately after to meet T   for the stupid mangroves project thing in Starbucks. once we finished discussion i was like "okay can i do my SMP now first, tomorrow i will do the mangrove content we discussed". did not sleep that night. oh wait I slept 4-6 or 5-7,

MON: but i woke up zombified and running on 4 hours of sleep (2h +2h) in 48 hours, and went for the final class for coastal.

i actually typed a lot a lot a lot here but some formatting screwed it up because i stupidly put the less than three sign and the less than sign is a code for something so i lost the chunk.
it was about the .. stakeholder management game thing which was mmmmmeh, and then lunchin with J and going back and konking out from like 1-9pm, and again from 1am-7am. basically slept my entire two days worth of sleep in one day ahahahha


TUES: tues was me in the central library (surprise!) the ENTIRE day, i was pretty proud of myself for actually liking it ha ha ha and i don't mind doing it again. met with Gw  for lunchies and a little bit of Andrew Lee updates, and i left the library at about 7 or 8 to go home to soup heartssss.
no sleep that night either.. till like 5am? I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SLEEP BECAUSE MY DRAFT WAS DUE.

WED: but wednesday saw me panicky at home trying to do my draft, and finally caving in and telling myself 24 hours late isn't exactly late. hmm. i had an interview with mrs singh though, she was really sweet but
i cabbed there ($5) because i was a little late and running low on EZ link funds. besides, according to google maps, it took 25 min to walk yet it looked like it was going to rain, 45 min by public transport which involved quite a bit of walking too, or cab. it was like 5 min, after which i decided to come back and pack a welfare pack for J   and Ash since Ashie was sick and i haven't been doing anything nice to J for all the times he was so sweet to me. in that way i feel very YT  , when she said she "buys" love from people but burning her pocket. went home to continue my draft. i stayed up the whole night again, and finally finished it very very very slipshoddily, and submitted it. i felt terrible. like no one really deserved to see such lousy work, but i did it anyway.

THURS: that was thursday morning. i was really tired. i fell asleep at 10am. i had a meeting at 3pm with Siang  , to rehearse our presentation for Kampong Luong project for the Cambodia symposium, but i WOKE AT 3PM,
CABBED TO SCHOOL ($15), reached early-ish with enough time to rehearse once, saw adz  (sigh), and after the presentation which finished super early we hung around for a bit because our reservation was late. and i talked a bit to gillen, carl, because they were usual friendly. and i felt a tap on my shoulder and turned, and beside me was wj looking at me and adz looking away ha ha. so he asked me how my thesis was (why does everyone do that?!)(though i would too) and i was just really telling him how panicky i was and he was like you have to be calm. but dude you publish like 100 papers, you're a friggin full professor. you're calm cuz you're brilliant as $*^& but i'm stupid as
argh anyway damn cute.
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and we                 (charis cheryl siang shi hui thinesh don yt clara) went to FeedLot for the $12++ lobster mac and cheese! we waited a lot, and got truffle fries in the waiting. the mac and cheese was seriously good though, but i doubt that's how mac and cheese is? idk it was like mac in crazy delish lobster broth and little lobster meat, with great cheese on top that's baked, and half a lobster head shell with eggs and nothing else edible ($17+)
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and being crzy bitches we went to dhoby ghaut for virgin llao llao exp! ($6) i mean i liked it a lot.. but not something i really would pay for again. it's really good though, but i would pay $3 for yoguberry for a little less quality haha. and no sauce): sauce was amazeballs.
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and YT asked me to go all the damned way back to WCP (she said she'd pay the cab, i said no la very bad but i let her do it anyway #slug) to meet Nops and adz! argh way to push my buttons. just had some beer and i gave the rest to YT who poured it in adz's cup, "indirect kissing", she said. adz invited us back to his home to have whiskey but he was only kidding, sadly, so me YT Tush and Nops cabbed (sigh) to geyland for Mongkok!! ($5/pax) + ($21/pax).
but we had amazeballs food, ermahgerd. mantou. always mantou,
i reached home at like 3:30am, the latest ive ever reached home. slept at around 5, but dude i had condult the next day at 10am. oh look! she sent me an email! meeting postponed to 11am because she needed time to write comments cuz i handed up late. SURE!

FRI: J   woke me at 9, gratefully answered his call and went back to sleep. this week had been busy, i just wanna sleep yknow what i mean. oh this was jsut today haha but today has been a long day. I've been up 20 hours sigh.
so the day started with consult with drK, while she was really really nice and not outright belittling me and stuff, i knew knew knew that my thesis was really in the shits, and if i didn't get my shit together i will graduate with a credit. or honours with merit or something. basically a B- for thesis. and that shit be cray. i felt really stupid then, when she asked my cap. i happened to know the others of her honours students were really really smart. I thought Ch mightn't have been, given feedback from others but individually she probably is. she's a second upper ha ha. anyway, consult lasted a good hour and a half going through my points one by one, and i was like, okay, i am screwed.
time to move on! i went to meet Nops and Meng with YT in starbuck to discuss our future, and it seemed.. uncertain, to be honest, i don't know. and after a long discussion, at 6, Nops said drC wanted him to go over already and loosen up. YT said she'd go put her make up but after 15min, Meng and Nops couldn't wait and left. she came back a while later, and Tush managed to upset her by commenting on her make up. she looked kinda the same, tbh. looked like she put on foundation and eyeliner only. but she had good skin, and hooded single eyelids, so.. she looked the same. she was a little piqued that they left "they left first" "okay good" and her mood changed. but we got to drC's party and all was good la. we sat at the awk table of me YT and Tush, with adz flirting all around as usual haha. i noticed toward the end that Gillen and drC and adz moved around to talk to us but i never once moved my ass to talk to anyone. clara also la but she moved her ass to pee haha. every one of the students socialised and i was like, nah it's okay ha ha.
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highlight of the night: i was about to leave with Don and so i walked past adz's table and casually waved bye, but he excused himself, got up, and walked over! and then he said something something and then he gave me a hugggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jizzing in process
because i saw him hug another student and whisper in her ear (looked like he was kissing her or sth?!) and i was telling Tush like omg what would i do for her to be me, and while hugging he also "whispered" (talk normally la, i like to pretend more romantic CAN), like something something kiddo la! i cannot remember i was just like fuckfuckfuck he's hugging me.
said something about not seeing me around, and i was just bear-smiling and stumbled over to Tush and like beargrinned at him silly and "did you see that" "did you see that" *hyperventilates and beargrins at the same time* "DID YOU SEE THAT" .
SIGH.
everything was worth it.
missed out on Angie's butter party, which i would have liked to go but i didn't know anyone and i didn't know lf was going! so i came home, and here i am now typing the wordiest post i have in a long long while,

but it was such a busy week, and i rarely have busy weeks haha like i interated with so many people, with people i liked, people i don't normally see, and i was super super stressed this week with like 3 deadlines (actually 4, but we finished 1 ages ago) and a (non graded presentation), and they took quite some time to do.
it was one of the most intense weeks, that time just flew by so fast but it was still all in my mind, i cannot believe Swee Choon was just 7 days ago! and that like idk, i walked back from the interview by a 40 min journey past chung cheng a few days ago.
i'm really really tired and i would love to have a sleep more than 8 hours hahahahahahah even though i had that like 355 days our of 365!??! AND I JUST HAD IT ON TUES.
i'm damn greedy la this is why people don't like me but

look at all the fucks i give!!!!!!!!!!!
it's the fucking last week of school!!!!!!!
last week of the last sem 1 ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so sad hahahaha oh wait adz hugged me i'm so happy HAHAHHAHAHAHA I NEED SLEEP BYE

highlights were socilaisation/ people i interacted with which is very good because in a week it usually is limited to my one and only J ha ha.
reds are people i missed by chance.