Friday, December 16, 2022

why again

on the bus, it was one bus stop to mine. 
the tears fell. 

???

at home, I'm watching a Paramore concert. the song misguided ghosts came on. tears fell. 
rose-coloured boy came on. they continued.
misery business came on. it was hype. they continued.

????

I guess I'm logging these incidents as.. they happened. because I'm wondering if there was a solid period in my life I didn't feel like life was meaningless and I cried so often. 
I don't even have any reason today.
oh look I'm just trying to type some words and it's starting again. time to go to bed and cry myself to sleep :) 

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