love life

i shall tell of a love story today.

no more copying, i shall write my own.

it's so personal, sighs. i feel that i shouldn't do this.

but, okay kris, no regrets!

shall replace real names with apple, banana, cherry, date......... i think have only until date.
answers will be posted at the end of the post!
RULE: but no cheating if not cannot read! must use imagination hahahahahaha.

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okay, i first met apple in uhmm, cannot remember when. the extremely slightest glimpse of uh.. it, in primary school.
but no feelings yet la, very ritual ma! every day see these sort of things come and go, go through throngs of people every day.

in secondary school i started to get closer to apple, i kinda had a slight infatuation with it, in sec 1 and 2. it was without a choice, as in, facing it every day. you know.. doesn't help much that apple was so interesting!
but it was in sec 3 and 4 that i started falling in love (gasp!) with apple! at times i was really sick of it when it tested me, like some stupid things that happened. but mostly i was with it here and there and just.. enjoying it.
it was easy to get along with, sometimes easy to understand, and it loved me too.
uh. i think.

thing is, uh.... ahahaha. there was also banana in the picture.
i also knew banana since sec 1, and i liked it a lot. in fact, when i had to choose the subject combi for sec 3, i chose to go with banana over another one. shall not add the name here to complicate things. this "other one" is a long infatuation, even until now.
yes now.
but shall not talk about the things i don't have.

i loved apple more than banana, but no others came close to the level of, uh, feelings i had for these two.
hey im not fickle okay! it's not like im cheating on either of them?
we were just grouped together, what did you want me to do, avoid them? puhlease.

end of secondary school! on to jc!

at the end of sec 4, actually, apple and banana disappointed me greatly.
like, it was a huge shock to me, what happened.
shall not speak about it.
i was so upset, but chose to carry on my relationship with apple, but banana just disappeared somehow, and i got to know cherry.
i do keep in contact with banana now and then, i cannot forget the wonderful times we had.

in the beginning of jc, i carried on loving apple. i didn't like cherry, i thought it was boring, and was missing banana somehow.
but as time passed, apple and i lost the connection, somehow.
i started to feel i didn't know apple more and more, and with the lost interest, i realized that sometimes, apple felt like a stranger to me.
i would talk to myself, tell myself that apple's the one i love most, don't give up on it.
but really, maybe it's cause i didn't try enough, and yes actually it's true i didn't try enough, but now my connection with apple has almost disappeared.

now cherry appeals to me, it seems interesting, easier to get along with. i don't love it as yet, not even near to the levels of feelings i had for banana, but i hope that it can replace the emptiness i feel in me right now with apple and banana almost gone from my reach.
i will force myself to love it, i will also try to win back apple.
but i don't know if it's possible.

as for banana, i guess it will never play a big role in my life ever, i made a choice of cherry over banana, and banana has just been in the sidelines since then.

okay i'll end my love story now, and reveal apple banana and cherry. no dates haha realize my love life quite pathetic only 3 thingies.

everyone knows these 3, cause.. aiyah.
if you don't want to know, and continue to let your imagination run wild, don't scroll down!
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apple is chemistry

banana is geography

cherry is economics.

ahem.

well.

i used to love chem SUPER MUCH, but now. organic is just a pain in the ass. uh. metaphorically.

i loved geog too, but i guess i chose econs over geog in jc cause it's the.. popular choice?

and i think econs is getting interesting!
okay la maybe im desperate to find a new favourite subject, and besides chinese, what else is there?

so.

ya.

that's my love life, revolving around chem geog and econs.

bye geog, i'll always remember you.

oh by the way, the "other one" is bio. chose geog over bio. still like bio. maybe cause i don't take it, hahaaa.

//edited.

haha i keep adding on to my posts.
anyways cause like, WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

my maid just made dinner, there's uh, some tofu/egg thingy? which she made in a cake tin.

a heart shaped cake tin.

heart shaped tofu/egg for dinner!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SO INTERESTING, I LIKE.