pride

it was such a bad day.

starting from econs lesson till end of training.

extension of econs lesson, and the unreasonablility of mrs chua.
hey im sorry, it's OUR fault YOU cannot make it next friday. so WE must comply to YOUR needs and do whatver we can, including skipping meals and PDPs to make up for it after 2 whole periods of your lesson.

was so pissed and so so so tired.
i wasn't sleepy.
haven't been so aware of the difference till now.
tired sleepy tired sleepy.
went for training with a really bad state of mind.

had a really bad training day too.

till after cool down, my mood suddenly changed!
it was such a fast-gradual thing.
but i guess maybe it's in me not to stay unhappy haha.

thanks for the gummies sweetie!

okay now im tired and sleepy and have some weird ass CIP thing.
means wake up early.
like i dont have that enough?

argh never charge phone!

AND! am really annoyed!
i bought milk yesterday, cause i realllly like it.
and today it's gone!
i only had one cup!
like )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
i SO EXTREMELY CRAVE FOR IT NOW.
tmr if i have it it'll be a different feeling.
somemore at night.
won't be home till night.

eh shitttt i wanna drink something.
ugh.

pride pride please go away.
please do not come back another day.
this is so bad.
if i gathered my negative emotions into a ball, i could probably shoot down mars.
and have left overs.
ughhhhh.
jealousy envy anxiousness. no no no nooooo.

about everything.
everything.
ughhhhhh.