bad attitude asshole

i was damn pissed just now.

i came back home to find my table burnt.

wth?

okay i was making a card for lala last night, and i took out my lighter to burn the ends of the ribbons so that they don't run, and i left my lighter on the table.
my brother, with the * fingers of his, had to play with it.

flick it open, close, open close.
i hate it when someone does that excessively, it spoils my already damn old lighter, and wastes gas. i mean, it's not like my lighter is for any use, or is it ex or anything, but i like it a lot and it means quite a bit to me.
not for * fingers to use it like it's some * toy.

and he set fire to paper.
as if not stupid enough, he had to set fire to the paper on my table.
my freaking plastic table.

funny is it?! * !
my floor tiles are those type that, when "burnt" with a flame, the soot can be scrubbed away.
but not * plastic, please?

* unsightly burnt marks i have to live with while studying, and it's not only one.
it's at the edge of my table and the middle of it.
im not going to take a picture cause am lazy.
okay it's not as bad as it sounds, it's quite slight but im damn * pissed at his attitude.

i came back, i saw the marks, i shouted at him,
"louis you burnt my table is it?"
he was damn * nonchalant in his reply. if he even replied. * attitude me okay!
then my elder brother passed me and said, "eh don't so sad leh i change table with you."
suan me la.
so louis said, "haha korkor you want jiejie's table right, so nice."
then i scolded louis for using my lighter, * him for playing with it.
i said, "you waste my gas"
and so he said, while not looking at me like im so not important and he was not responsible,
"aiyah i just buy you new one la"

HIS ATTITUDE IS * BAD OH MY GOSH.

this is such a rant post but i cannot stand this.
and so he touched my things and now my lighter is almost out of gas, my table is damaged and he can carry on like nothing happened.

another thing he did a few days ago was to insert a pin into the door.
what?, you say.
our door has a paint job, so it's almost like a film of paint which can be scratch away, and when he inserted the pin, the paint came away.
then he SCOTCH TAPED IT.

funny.

when my mum saw, she questioned louis.
i mean, who else would do such a brainless * thing like inserting a pin into the paint?
he denied it and kept trying to avoid the question.
after a whole lot of questioning, he finally admitted, but his confession was like this:
"aiyah i only put the pin in for fun ma!"

yes, it's so * fun it has destroyed the paint job on the door which cannot be repaired.

oh.
*
i really really detest the lack of privacy i have in my own room.
and the attitude louis has toward everything.
no * respect for anyone or anything.
everything is so easy to repair.

"aiyah just paint over la"
"aiyah i buy you the gas refill la"

yes everything is SO * EASY.

all *s in this post replaces any mild or wild vulgarities.

arghhhhhhhhhhh if i could i would use the pin and insert it into his skull, but what's the use, it'll just hit air and cause no damage to the non-existent brain of his.

i really need to chill.
deeeeep breaths.