grass and cows

of course i'm upset, i travelled 3 and a half hours just to do 24 pull ups? if i wanted to do that i could have stayed in school. yes.
okay no one expected it, but hey i have a right to feel.
i reached at 6, and just when i was going to start, the rain got heavier and we were to stop.
so we did a little bit of strength, then finish, left close to 8.
by 7 i wasn't upset anymore actually, it was fine.
you know how some people travel across continents to see waterfalls and canyons?
i just travelled a few hours to breathe in yishun air, touch yishun pebbles and see yishun walls. mm. that wasn't sarcastic either, gosh.
i got upset at the blooooooooooooooody long ride home oh my gosh.

know what, i took 854 back. on the bus, i had this.. this.. "oh! my! goodness!" thought.
why. did. i. take. bus. back. when. i. have. all. along. been. taking. train.
it took me 2 hours to reach home as compared to the usual one hour. (?!?!!?!?)
i felt so pissed at myself like, wth kris, retarded much much muuchhh!
52 stops for 854 alone, not counting my first and third bus.
great job kris, hahahahaha.
but it's funny.
as funny as how old cows eat young grass ;)

no i don't mug on buses, i would love to, but i get dizzy. all the while on 854 i was thinking, oh chem, oh organic, oh econs, oh equilibrium.....................
oh no.
tried to force myself to sleep on the bus but noo.. studies swimming in my head.
today's GPLC was a waste of time. all it did was motivate me to study, a lot.
that's why the "study!" thoughts penetrated my mind, wish i felt this way for mcts.
i hope it lasts.
why am i on the com then?
i don't want to forget this day.
this.. absolutely joke(er? ful? ly? ish?) day. oh, joke of a day.
well made me realize that time is precious.

the moon was gorgeous last night. it was so bright and round, and i just had this thought that my camera (that is currently in a shop somewhere in singapore, not yet seen by me) must be able to capture a full moon in its glorious splendor.
or just me in my---------- jussssssssssssssssssst kidding.
i came home tonight feeling not-very-good about my foolishness, but when i saw the now-not-full moon, still bright, it just made my day fine.
love it haha.

//edit
sh-t sh-t sh-t just got reminded of lala.
everyone who went yishun and reading this now, i gave you all an air hug and air kiss individually on the behalf of lala! if she asks!
lala you don't see this, thanks!