sleep

so sleepy i don't know what's wrong with me.

my last day of term one today, i hope i can get my motivation to study.
but it's not nice if i get motivated by stress / others mugging their flat asses off and not cause i want it like that.
i realized how hard some of my classmates were working, so so so hard.
it was so obvious, scoring for every single test and putting effort into everything.

can't aim for that, cause it'll be my first impossible thing i think about before breakfast.
i hope to pass all my mcts subs.
i hope to pass for math.
and chem and physics.
and.. econs? and gp.

boulderactive tmr, i won't be late.
i hope.
i'm so nervous, i'm so scared, i'm so excited.

things to bring:
jacket
shoes
chalk
confidence