empty

ever felt guilty for being happy?
told yourself, you don't deserve it.
why are you happy when people are crying?
why are you happy when people are dying?
starving?
in pain? hurt?

if you won't eat in the face of a starving person, why eat now even though you're ten thousand miles away from him?
if you don't laugh at a crying person, why laugh now?

bull.

it's not something logical, it's not something i would advocate, but as the exam draws nearer, i feel so bad for being slack.
it's like, why am i on tumblr (glkhbsg i hate tumblr, gah) when people are doing test papers?
i'm not stressed, no not just yet.
but that means that 10 units of stress will take effect over these few days, instead of being spread over a longer time.
means more intense stress.

i'll still be happy, i'll still smile. cause i'm miles away from a frown.

on a brighter note, i finally got mozilla.
weeewooo.