blessed

i've read about the 40 days of torture (44 actually) more than 5 times, and it never fails to shock me.
it's... indescribable, no one can even imagine. can even come close to imagining.
read it, and be thankful that you're sitting down painlessly, able to breath through your nose/ mouth, see, and move.
go wiki it, or google.
the name's junko furuta.