because i was just so sian.
i'm not happy.
i'm just so tired going through the motions of life.
what is the point of life?
people say uni life is the funnest time, yeah if you're living in hostel, perhaps.
if not it's terrible, it's studying, without friends.
so if it's not "fun", is it doing/working something you enjoy?
how many people actually work in an environment they like?
moo was telling me about the cruelties in her company the other day.
i was so scared, i refused to work in an office environment anymore.
she hates her jobs, working to provide a life...... to live her horrible life.
sad circle isn't it?
but cause she has children.
poor moo, no choice but to suffer for her kids *heart heart*
so you live for your children?
what about people like me?
i don't want children, not really a family, i have few and far friends, i don't have a job i enjoy, i'm not having "fun".........................
i'm just so tired.
eating supper just now, i was like, ya okay, eat, suft the damn net, sleep, ........ live a boring life.
so. sian. but then again i fear death, the unknown.
always, always choosing the endless drone of boredom over a probably exciting unknown.
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