thanksgiving

the year has not come to an end, but as i ponder upon life's deepest questions at 3:15am in the morning, i begin to reflect on my year. besides, since the world is ending in four days, i might as well treat this as the year end post.

as Christmas draws closer, and the festivity intensifies, i'd like to bring up all my thanksgivings and let the blessed feeling wash over me as i go to sleep a happy girl.
my most important thanksgiving is for my mother, because (and i just erased an entire paragraph of how much and why i love her) she's the greatest mum i ever known and could ever ask for.

i want nothing else in my life than to be with her for the rest of my life**. yes in that gross way you are thinking about.

** i wouldn't mind some extras too. like idk, food to keep me surviving to live on to spend time with her. maybe good health for her so we can coexist longer, together too. some more education would do me no harm i guess. good grades even lesser harm. oh and an endless supply of ___ (inserts frivolous wants).