oh

i feel like i can't get anything right, ever.
i just keep getting worse.
idk.
i.
got the lowest grade possbible for my favouritest module,
i would probably have been better off not knowing,
just,
idk,
it's so physical, the impact,
like,
i froze
cancelled the page
stared at nothing with the grade in imprinted in my mind
like
hey
you failed, you fail in life
you can never pick up
i had so much hopes for this
so much
hopes
but it's
just, don't hope
i can't think coherently
i'm very upset
and i,
my chest hurts