us

you sneaky little thing. and my fave thing.

i like this photo

it used to be KR then it became RVR

west coast park was always always the beginning

hrm

when we became 2 years old and i just cut bangs for the first time

at KL dec 2014 for crimbing, i was trying to do my thesis

gwen was tryin to document us for the wedding

my first and kinda last climbing carnival 

before the day ends and before i don't know what tomorrow will bring or what 'we' will become and work as 'you' and 'i', i have this to say:

you will always be a part of me.

you've always been the best part of me.

you're what makes me the slightest bit of good.

you're terribly smart, hardworking, honest, innocent, kind, and you're just so so good.

you'll find someone who'll blow your mind with how good she is too, and this time she won't be fucked up.

you've been my sole source of happiness, and like you said, it isn't good. i need to find happiness i can give myself. 

i miss you so much already.

and i love you.

and i hate it when people say this because i always think it isn't true, or the 'truth' won't hold, but

i will love you always. and this love may be the love i have for family and the love i have for friends, and even if one day we aren't speaking, or we've lost contact for decades, i've loved you and i always will think of you as the best part of my university life.

i didn't expect it to be so hard to let go.

i didn't know why i was doing this after a while.

but i guess it's also because- though you refuse to accept it,- along with all the other things i mentioned and all the others i didn't, you deserve better. you really do. and i hope that i will be there to witness you getting what you deserve and be happy for you. 

i hope we work better as friends.

i miss you so much. 

i miss you so so much.