junk mail and flight promos

i always check my junk mail in my inbox simply becaue i have no idea how to us hotmail/outlook and filter my messages, so now all my work emails are coming into my junk (hurhur) which i dont get because they used to go to my work email

but then again with 150MEGABYTES of memory space for an occupation that receives like 5-6 files of notes of maybe 1-15mb of files per week, i can see why they decided to send it to our gmail/outlook instead. 

ANYWAY. 

point is i always have to go to my junk and filter which are real emails and which aren't. so in my junk i find 

- spam for nonsense stuff, 

- real emails for work,

- advertisements which i probably subscribed to and never unsubscribed from

and this includes flights promos la.

occasionally i will click on the scoot or tiger one and lust for a bit and consider here and there but this year i'm like oh no i cannot do this anymore i must resist and i cannot go overseas anymore, every single leave i have is reserved for Unboundaries.

and then i wonder and i worry about how far Unboundaries is going to go and whether it was or not (it wan't) a smart move putting in so much of my own money without knowing if i ever will get it back. 

but i feel bad because i think i'm trying to juggle too much at the same time as well, like

going out with people (maintaining friendships),

going to the gym, 

tuition,

last time still have bible study all,

alone time?

i don't know.

but i constantly feel like i'm out of time and very behind work and i'm wondering if it will ever stop.

take it as it goes i guess. 

i'm also getting real creative with my post titles. aw yeah.