from the start

Maybe I'm being a bit whiny maybe I'm being a bit oversensitive but so many times so many jabs so many words so many hurts is it worth it?

I don't know what to believe.

The words, how much empty, how much weighted?

How much can I trust, only for that trust to be broken again?

I'm not good enough, I'll never be good enough, and I'm never enough.

Not even going to pretend any of this makes sense because it doesn't. Jumbled jumbled