a few things, like
why do i remember the day i first learnt about her so well?
how will Saturday go?
why did i send that text?
should i continue to work?
why is she there during Deepavali?
how much further can i push this procrastination?
where will it end?
when will it end?
how do i begin?
what becomes of our friendship now?
at what point did we 'stop being friends'?
are we?
what happens in a year?
do i continue to put in effort? it gets tiring after a while. after two entire years of only me, it's only me. i tire too. and you're not worth it. or are you?
what about you? it's been close to ten years.
who else are there?
where does that leave me?