lets sit at a round table and chat

i woke up early enough to have ample time to prepare and make my way down to toa payoh to support jj for his competition, but somehow i ended up being late, despite taking the MRT. gotten really lost when i exited the station, and the team boys were walking so fast i lost sight and tried to find my way to the HDB HUB. since you know, the venue states clearly TOA PAYOH HDB HUB. 

so right ahead of me was the HDB HUB, and right beside me was the HDB MALL. 

i thought since they so clearly stated HUB, i walked past the MALL and gotten myself deeply entangled in a sea of lost. 

hey gravical organisers, 

GET YOUR VENUE RIGHT.

[i initially titled this MOE interview, and then i typed the above sentence as get your fucking venue right, then i thought what if someone ever googled MOE interview, chanced upon this post, and thought who used language like that cannot ever be in MOE, and they trace it back to me and ruin my career chances of maybe being a teacher. /am aware i just typed in all i tried to erase but w/e don't have anything  to hide now/

having a conversation with grace's friend's girlfriend just now she was swearing quite a bit and i thought, i never swear like that when i'm with people, or at least, new people or people i'm not entirely comfortable with. i don't swear on my social media platforms. but my close friends know i swear a lot. i was also talking to jac who for the first time in the 6 years ive known her, found out that i was a christian. and i realize that being a teacher, being a christian, there're a lot of moral standards you have to upload and be accountable for. i am a fairly judgemental person, can't deny it. if you tell me someone is a christian, and i see on social media that s/he swear so much, or flouts the unspoken rules of high moral standards, i think, s/he's not being a good example for others to follow.

after a while though, i come to ask myself. is it so wrong?

person in question has so many church people on hir (combination word) profile, surely s/he isn't ashamed of what s/he is doing. hir parents are on hir facebook too, they know what s/he's been up to. s/he has nothing to hide.. while i do. 

so how do you weigh the guilty conscience now?]

so the interview went as such- enter the coolest life system ever, go in, find your name, sit at a round table just like they did at the TIP interview, and i'm so tired i'll continue this another time